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Wednesday, November 08, 2006

had a long long talk with lady boss today. but today isnt much like usual.. it was a heart to heart one. and so i had a chance to ask her wad had been confusing me all along: "how would u know if it's God talking to you or its your own random thought?"
her answer was pretty immediate:"oh! you'll know it. you'll feel at peace. and when u flip to the bible.. u may be surprised that the first thing u read is exactly like that."
so now i know.

when i knew i din get into dentistry and medicine.. lady boss told me about the vision she saw that says:"better things will come for her".. and all along.. ive been asking God to show me the better thing He promised. all along.. ive asked Him to tell me the better course i shud choose and will go into.
until one particular night when i was bathing.. this came to me:"having been able to know Christ is the better thing. What else can be better? ive detoured for a year.. but i got to know my saviour." never in the past few months had i thot about it that way.. i always thot the better thing is a better course. praise the Lord.
so not knowing if it's my random thought again.. i kinda ignored it and went online. and i met yvette. i told her about it. and she directed me to a verse that says the exact same thing!! how great is Jesus!!! and for the first time.. i talked to yvette in a way ive never imagined myself to talk to her like. Jesus is good.

philippians 3:7-11
But what things were gain to me, these I have counted loss for Christ. Yet indeed I also counted all things loss for the excellence of the knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord, for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and counted them as rubbish, that I may gain Christ and be found in Him, not having my own righteousness, which is from the law, but that which is through faith in Christ, the righteousness which is from God by faith; that I may know Him and the power of His resurrection, and the fellowship of His sufferings, being conformed to His death, if, by any means, I may attain to the resurrection from the dead.

and now i know.. this was God telling me so. its not any of my random thought. =)

*My love for Jesus is nothing compared to the love Jesus has for me*

says me`5:42 AM